I know i should be feeling elated right now. but its odd how such a small thing can dull the thought of something great so dramatically. its somewhat pathetic.

i wont bore you with details but i finally put something behind me for good and felt amazing for a while when a new something came along. now i have to get over that new something that wasnt even something in the first place. makes me feel inadequate.

i know how i should be feeling. two and a half hours ago i finished my last GCSE exam. i dont think i got a pass grade on it, it was history so i couldnt care less. i understand it, but if i cant remember a date or some blokes name and his fantastic little invention that brought us one step closer to our own demise then im royally fucked and incapable of even getting a pass grade. my twatty teacher hadnt much hope for me anyway. i could tell. but the matter of whether i passed it or not is irrelevant. i have more or less finished school and i'm reasonably confident i have enough pass grades overall (and maybe even an A or A* in Graphic Design) to get myself onto the Art Course at Collage. i should be feeling ecstatic.

and i'm just not



oh, and on another note, i appologise for all th sci-fi crap i keep submitting. i've drawn a few things lately but they're the only ones i'm happy to show :/
they probably arn't to everyones taste.


and i'm also really sorry i've not been online to thank people for faves and comments or reply to any journals. i've just not had the time at all with the exams going on. regretably, i've also become a slave to the monster that is facebook. so if you'd like some more regular updates then you can add me over on there. i would make it public here and add a link but as i'm still only 16 i'd prefer not to out of safety. feel free to note me though or comment on here and i'll send u a link in a note

ew. my teas gone cold.

i've got a busy couple of weeks lined up i think. Art BTEC deadline is next Friday. I have a prom dress to make for the 25th, Q-Fest on the 21st and handing out flyers the day before. which i will inform you all about at a later date because i'd like to share some local Redditch/Birmingham bands with you. just gotta get Dave to hurry up and upload H.O.E's first music video. i was at the filming of it and may be in the crowd shots . ~FREAKIN-InSaNiTy is also coming to the UK next week so i'm off to London to give her hugs one day. (note me if i love you and you live in london by the way hugs all around)
veryyy busy.


anyway this is getting rather long as usual. i must be getting notorious for that. ¬¬


stay safe. love you :3
xoxoxo

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PLUSHIE COMMISSION INFO

please read all this before you note me.

copyright issues?
- since alotplushies are dolls of characters or musicians. please note that unless you own the character, i do not have copyright over the plushie so if i refuse anything, please dont be mad.


What materials will they be made from
- most plushies i make will be out of a felt base doll and will usually have felt hair and cloth clothing. i have a very large range of cloths - everything from metalics to ginghams but different felt colours can be hard for me to get hold of. this may mean it will take me longer to do, or it may push you further down the list. They're stuffed with polyester filling and is very cuddley


What do i need to include in my ordering note?
- When telling me what you want you will probably need to give me links to some pictures of the character or band member so that i know exactly what they look like or will wear. please specify whether you would like the facial features painted on, or just felt circle eyes (gives more of a voodoo doll feel)


How long will you take
- bareing in mind i have school work to do as its my final GCSE year, i will spend a few hours a week on plushies. this means it could take me a few weeks. the further down the commissions list you are, the longer it will take :/ sorry


COST, PAYMENT AND SHIPPING
- i ship mainly to the UK and can recieve payment through my dads paypal account if i ask him nicely money or cheques can also be sent in envelopes. i can also ship abroad but i may only do it to deviants who i know reasonably well.
i charge £15 per plushie, including post and packing and material costs. i think thats about $30, (tell me if im wrong) - it may be a little bit more, depending on how much it costs to post.
if you can deffinatly pick it up in person, it'll be a bit less (around £13)
If you want a multiple order i may knock the price down a little and will only give you an approximate price when you note me.
i will expect payment before i send you the plushie. to prove i have it made, i will send photos or post them here on my account. once i have payment, i will send the plushie.



NOTE ME WITH ANY QUESTIONS THAT ARNT EXPLAINED HERE
OR NOTE ME TO ORDER A PLUSHIE.

Once you are on the waiting list, you can change your order at any time as long as there are no stars next to it.
BEFORE I START THE PLUSHIE I WILL NOTE YOU AGAIN TO MAKE SURE YOU DEFFINATLY WANT IT.

CURRENT COMMISSIONS:

1. - Emppu from Nightwish
2. - OC Jimmy
3. Toms mate
4. - all 4 members of BFMV ...........